Lol, yea right!!!

hey!!!! I'm here, i'm queer, get used to it!!! lol, j/k, i'm not here!!! :P!!!! lol!!! So, what's up!?!?!? Not tooo much herrererererer!!!!!!! So, guess what!?!?!?!?!? i have a secret, do you want to know??? I told monica last night but i haven't told anyone else!!! NO ONE!!!! i'm about to reveal it to you!!! I didn't tell anyone because i didn't want matt to find out. But i couldn't care less anymore. Well, the time that matt tried to break up with me because he was going to college was the first time i realized that i had fallen out of love with him. I really didn't love him anymore, i know, it sucks, but oh well. After that i just didn't have the heart to tell him, so i just didn't say anything. Then i didn't have the heart not to say it back when he said it to me, i wish i could appologize now but i've decided not to bother unless he calls me, because i don't think he cares... anyways love ya, becca...